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All are lyrics from the re-issue of Horror Wrestling

I DON'T MIND

I wake up lonely
you're next to me
I don't know if i've survived my sleep
don't you know me
i'm your agony
don't detest me
try to live inside me
I want to break through to your skin but..
I don't mind 
I don't care
i can't see the sky from here
what have you done
i don't mind 
i don't care
i can't feel my soul down here
what have you done
you're getting closer
trying to leave
begging for mercy
please let me be
can't you see it
life becomes unreal can't you feel it
i'm inside your skin

SMILE

you can't make me do your deeds
never gonna feed your greed
you're there between the lines
faceless at the time
wounded mind choose among the lies
saw your smile 
it left my soul to die
jesus christ please stab my eyes
jesus christ jesus christ

SERVE THE SHAME

deep into the shell rankless the pain
knee deep in yourself
wreck of the insane
you serve the shame
you serve the shame
loss to fill, expose your will
use the child
simple needs, perversities
abuse the pride
loss to fill, i'll be your sin
without name
simple needs perversities
you serve the shame
wallow in the deeds unable to feel
too late to repent this mind must be sealed
you serve the shame
you serve the shame

MIRROR'S EYES

turning into my mind
the mirror's eyes smile back at me
fed me with your madness
burnt the cradle to the ground
created a beast of sadness
now i'm searching to be found
reaping the seed you sowed
left alone to grow 
where do we go
i don't know
reaping the seed you sowed
time has come no longer care
i wanted love you gave me fear
see my life broke in half
frozen sea you left for me
see my life broke in half

SOMEONE

set my soul to fly
someone has to die
and i feel you
someone has to die
and i feel you
someone has to die
i know, you know
you know, i know
i'm the one to be
there can't be two of us in me
and i feel you
someone has to die
and i feel you
someone has to die
someone has to die
someone has to die

CRUCIFIED

seal your eyes and use them inside
see if you know who i am
feed your lies and breed them a while
meet them again when you're near
under skin
left within
seamless scars can't deny
from the inside crucified
in silience resentment bleeds through
somewhere your past will resort
feeling dry i'm dying
you know why
drained from the wound that won't heal
under skin 
left within
seamless scars can't deny
from the inside crucified

STENCH

so i lie in my stench
decorated in my self
scarcely here mind astray
in myself hate i crawl away
i still burn for you
i saw you bleed
same mistake i made again made again
who am i faceless mask
all whats left cracked like glass
i still burn for you
i saw you bleed
same mistake i made again made again
so if i burn
would have done it all the same all the same
so i lie in my stench
decorated in my fence
i saw you bleed
the same mistake 
don't fade away into the gray
don't fade away into the gray
don't fade away into the gray

CRACK THE LIAR'S SMILE

i'm using life
its true i don't mind if you leave
you're fated i'm always relieved
i hope you understood the words unsaid
so many rooms inside my head
  too many different places
sometimes i'm dying to be dead
  too many lovely faces
its like a poison to me
i ain't what you see
i'm too scared to be
won't you set me free
leave it all to be
i won't pretend
i'm not scared to death of being alone
my love for you is still unknown
i'm getting closer and i use my wile
i crack the liar's smile
i won't just live my life to die
  i'm getting high from being vile
there is no use to ask me why
  its like a poison to me
i see you drowning in my lies
  i crack the liars smile
i won't just live my life to die
  i'm getting high from being vile
theres no use to ask me why
  its like a poison to me

KLOTERA

all i wanted in my eyes 
my frustration your delight 
it's beneath my sking, consuming from within
and once i've seen you gonna die
eventually cursed, cursed my tears quench
your thirst, thirst
all i am is all i need
can you see whats left of me 
i don't know and i don't care
i ain't going anywhere
i don't care and i don't mind
pound my head against the ground
once i've seen your face
i'm caught up in the maze
i'm snared in your fatal embrace

MIND OVER BODY

turn inside yourself ease your mind
turn inseide yourself release your mind
my bodys alive but i'm not insed
and i see broken pictures
floating body over
mine
floating high
what i only wanted was to fly
turn inside yourself ease your mind
turn inside yourself release your mind
saw into your eyes
and death itself has been denied
and i see pictures coming clear
see your body next to
mine
floating high
all i ever wanted was to fly
and i see pictures come alive
broken faces twisted smiles
i've enough and close my eyes 
can not live and can not die
mind floating hight 
all i ever wanted was to fly

UNFORGIVING HOURS

take me into your arms
i need to rest
rest my head against your chest
stop me from drifting
it feels like i'm fading away away
father, o father i know you can see
i'm in pain
always remain lost out in the rain
help me to carry carry the stone
life's running out of an open wound
when twisting and turning
endlessly burning you soothe you soothe me
seems every beat of my heart brings me
closer to death every breath
all my candles have burned out
i wish there could be
mercy for me
begging on my knees
praying to find peace
i wish there could be someone there for me
begging on my knees
praying to find peace

UNREAL

hope is wearing thin as ice
when my feelings slowly die
is there anyone there
am i all alone
through the flesh to the bone
thorn sticks deep inside me
can you feel me i am wrong 
can you see me i am gone
i am rotting from inside
from the things i have denied
feel the smell feel the smell
from what once was me
i am trapped in myself
buried in my body
can you feel me i'm wrong
can you see me so long gone
i am lost i'm on my own
all my feelings turned to stone
to stone
to stone

(SO I WILL BURN) ALONE

i've seen your greed feed upon me 
so you think that you're drained by the monster you've created
isn't this what you long ago chose to be your fate
can you see me eyes 
can you see me
i am alone won't you see how i burn
so i will burn i've stared at the sun seeing behind every
configuration only death
the awareness in every second one less breath
how can you live if this is all it will be
i am alone won't you see how i burn
see if you can understand why i am
understand why i am
understand why i am

ACE OF SPADES
-origianlly recorded by MOTORHEAD-

If you like to gamble
i tell you i'm your man
you win some lose some
its all the same to me
the pleasure is to play 
makes no difference what you say
i don't share your greed
the only card is the ace of spades
playing for the high one
danceing with the devil
going with the flow 
its all the same to me
seven or eleven snake eyes watching you
double up or quit double stake or split
the ace of spades
you know i'm born to lose
and gamblings for fools but thats the 
way i like it baby i don't wanna live forever
and on't forget the joker!
pushing up the ante, i know you wanna see me
read em and weep the dead mans hand again
i see i in your eyes take one look and die
the only thing you see you know its gonna be 
the ace of spades